basketball gurl:)

2009-03-14T21:43:00.004+08:00

Boriin day..went fer tuition in the mornin den piano..den stayed in rm whole day long to study.. hais ..tired ..well.. the march holidays r here..plenty of time to study n rest^^Lots of homework to do..hmmm..yesterday..fri was kinda free..first 2 periods of eng n the nx 3 periods of geog,both cher nvr come(: Hahas..den it was a relaxin last 2 periods of emaths..emaths cher was showin slides of diff polys..n wad points to get in..everybody was interested in tat..everybody was copyin..den after sku bused home with sweetheart..kayyys endin here..

I've nvr felt so alone

with everythin workin in reverse..

to hav u close..but..yet still so far..

To wann to protect u..but yet..

i hurt u..

To wann to cry..but yet..

i smile..

2009-03-09T17:52:00.002+08:00

Today seems like a short day..eng first den folllwed by pe. Pe was fun!! Paired up with Ziying meimei as always, fer the warmin up(: Very fun,play with her-softball (: Den played the actual game, 7 ppl in a group(: hahas..my group won^^ Den chem lesson..pretty short, the trainee cher let us go change,she veri sweet(; hahas(: Den recessed with ziying meimei,felicia,sweetheart n mummy^^ Emaths lesson..quite boriin..cher tok tok tok..also duno ppl listenin marhx..den his remedial directly after sku to bout 1plus..den mitt sweetheart they all eat,weather reallie cold!! Den walked with louis,shawn,shi jie,russell,alex,mummy n sweetheart to bustop take bus..was playin along the way..reallie funny(: By the time reach bustop..everybody was eagerly listenin to russell tok bout "the saw" i tink..It was reallie scary..he didn't finish..said he'll continue tmr(: So we'll all hear frm him tmr^^ Reached home,showered,fell asleep n here i am(: Kayyys nid to go revise work lerx so shall end here^^

It hurts watchin u

press down ur feelings..

Painful havin c u

force tat smile on ur face..

Unbearable watchin u

suffer beneath tat cover..

2009-03-02T16:21:00.002+08:00

Ellos(: soooo long nvr post lerx(: Hahas( common test over lerx..omg..i tink i did real badly..i failed chem): but i still cant believe i actually passed chem!!! Hahas(: ty ziying!! ty fer helpin mie ask cher fer my results(: love ya^^ gettin back the test paper tmr(: oh.yesterday went my youngest aunt's house(: celebrate my youngest n 3rd female cousin's 1yr old b'dae(: Hahas(: im finally not the only girl(: yay!! but actuali quite long nt onl girl lerx..forgot bought my 2nd female cousin:P cus she always nvr come family gatherin..so i forgot:P hahas(: jie min is 6yrs difference frm mie..now new addition(: Melody!! hahas(: Happy 1yr old b'dae!! We ae at their house..wah..the food all reallie spicy!! I eat afew mouths jiu dunwan eat lerx;P Hahas(: Den take family pics, everybody take turns carry Melody except mie:P dun lyk carry baby!! mus wait till toddler den i lyk play with them(: Den adults all tok tok..we teenagers hang around in livin rm..Timo kor keep teain mie!! say he so long nvr c mie..say i change alot but height nvr change!!! Agrrah!!! Den tok bout sku..hahas..they all gt alot things to say..Joshua is attach n Gabriel kor also, finally attach lerx (: hahas(: finallly zhui dao lerx-1yr plus lehx..hahas(: gd gd(: Hahas(: all relationship smooth sailin, xcept david kor kor..hahas(: slowly larhx kor..jiayou!!^^Den we alll go down..all cousins play bb..den jiu go home(: oh n(: Speakin of b'dae..heard yesterday was kenrick de b'dae(: -Happy B'dae kenrick(:!!! hahas(: hope u lyk the present^^ Kayys end here lerx(:

Mayb if u take it tat way..

den it wunt hurt u so bad..

im sorry..

2009-01-29T18:06:00.002+08:00

Ellos(: Today first 2 period was A maths but cher nvr come(: Came in a relief cher, she was sooo nice..she let us do wad ever we went..so out of boredom i made miniature cards fer XG, sweetheart they all(: Den lessons went on fer the rest of the day..den maths-1 period was reallie funny(: The whole class was lafin at Mr wong, which obviouly he didn't noe as he kept askin the class y r we lafin n wads so funny,which made us laf even harder n louder^^ Eng double period was also kinda free period, cher didn't come either(: So we sort of could do wadever we went(: Den assembly was boriin..but with sweetheart n XG bside n my new mei mei- zi ying!!(: Was reallie funny(: These 3 keep annoyin mie lorrhx..bullies(: Den after eatin at bb court went compass with Daryl, nicole mummy n sweetheart..mummy went gt psp game den nid wait 30mins download so we went precious thots(: Daryl very funny..told us bout wad happen to siva-he broke somethin in the shop n nided to pay, so wenever mummy,mie or sweetheart touch anythin he'll beg us not to touch..reallie funny(: We 3 kept teasin him bout it..den went to library the cafe share the cheese cake(: Mummy n Daryl horrx...quarrel veriii funny..make mie n sweetheart keep lafin^^ They reallie veriiii funny(: Den bused home with sweetheart n mummy(:

Time seems so much

slower wen i miss u:)..

Sec 3 camp rocks!!(:

2009-01-18T12:53:00.004+08:00

Hahas(: Camps over!!(: Had fun there!! Gosh, gonna miss my trainers there:( hahas anyways love u guys!! thnx fer makin the camp so fun(: Had fun fer all the 4D 3N except tat sprained my ankle:( Initially it hurt alittle on tues, wen i went fer the water trekin. den wen it was the nite walk, tat er zi of mine, kept disturbin mie makin mie turn here n there tat i made it more painful!! Den the nx day was water trekkin, heard tat it was so fun tat i couldn't resist goin!! by the time we came back, my ankle it swelled up:( So had to change to slipper n couldn't do the rest of the activities:( Zi ying too, she hurt her leg also:( Feel better soon(:Hahas n er zi dun feel so bad:) Wasn't entirely ur fault kayys(: N the camp fire was reallie fun!! Love Sec 3 camp n my new class!!!!(: But dun worry, sec 2e5'o8 will forever b missed(:(: Hahas(: Endin here(:

Will u change ur mind again?

2008-12-11T16:28:00.002+08:00

"Memories of the past flood back As silently wish to b able to go back Where at least we had wonderful times"

With these much silence,

im havin a hard time believin if

u still feel the same way bout mie

all these time

As much as i trust u,

i do wonder if

i've been replaced

2008-11-25T11:38:00.013+08:00

Ellos!!!!!!!! Hahas...the day b4 yesterday was class chalet!!!!!!!(: came early with sweetheart n nicole mummy(: tot couldn't cum early cus was out shoppin with mummy first half of day(: but in the end could make it early(: met darhlin n adeline at wild wild wet den went cheers buy snacks(: wen reach the chalet all the guys there lerx playin poker-.- den sweethheart,darhlin mummy n mie we go wild wild wet,play lyk siao(: hahas but play half way mie n sweetheart dun wan play lerx..hungry!!!!!!!! nvr eat breakfast marhx:P so we gt out.bathe change den go back chalet(: cook our instant noodle(: yj nu er,ee lin honey n poh poh had arrived lerx!! honey,adeline n mummmy den went ehub..the rest of us lazy go so stay at chalet watch tv(: watch watch den sweetheart n mie decided to join the guys hu went off earlier to cycle..finally after few rounds managed to catch up with the guys..cycle cycle..Taufiq gan kor fell,den followed by darius kor..hahas..they damn gao siao..i laf laf until ownself also almost fell..hahas><>

Do u noe just how much i like u..

Do i even matter to u..

If i do..y do i feel.. worthless to u..

2008-10-24T11:17:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was the last day 2e5 was together in class..some of us cried,some jus acted as if nth will happened,played lyk crazy..not wantin tis precious day to end..2e5 has been thru thick n thin..brave thru every strong wind n rough sea.. we all dun wish to let it go..some memories r not tat easy to let go..after 2yrs together..we r closer den ever..im reallie gonna miss cheng yao kor,louis gan lao gong n darius kor..dun b sad guys..although u r droppin to NA..dun b discouraged..jus work hard n dun b too playful lerx..jiayous,we'll all b here fer u,any help needed..ur old frens r here fer u(: All of us r gonna miss u lots..but every morning mus still mitt at bb court kayys guys..u all too, darhlin, angeline sis, sweetheart, mummy n adeline wai po..although we r all separated up..we'll still go out often kayys guys..we wun forget u de..lets say..2wks once(: hahas..promise kayys(: But i sure am gonna miss each n every one of 2e5..

i'll miss Ying Xin,Peggy,Scze Yin,Pei Ling,Hui Fang,tat group of hardworkin b chatterin girls. I'll miss teasin Kelly n Ziyan. I'll miss the talkative Malay girls-Ashikin,Shameera,Rozanne,Urooj,Maria. I'll miss tokin out my problems with Ying Jie nu er,her "counselling sessions". I'll miss "quarrellin",lafin,chattin,eatin,hangin out..n along list of things with Helina xingan jie. I'll miss jokin,tokin n playin with Ee Lin honey. I'll miss lafin,gossipin,hangin out with Xin Yi sweetheart,Angeline sis,Victoria darhlin,Nicole mummy n Adeline wai po tat gang. Last but not least, I'll miss the whole group of boys.I'll miss Cheng Yao kor's funny stunts n actions. I'll miss Louis gan lao gong's hilarious jokes. I'll miss Alex ar yi's funny self. I'll miss Taufiq gan kor's ridiculous questions n answers in class. I'll miss Edmund kor's givin way to mie. I'll miss Darius kor's stunts in basketball. I'll miss Shawn wai gong,Edward tai gong n Shi Jie zi er's quiet while noisy self.

I'm gonna miss all of them..but i guess some of them i wun b missin(: Xingan Jie,i'll b seein u in badminton on wednesday..mus go horrx u(: n Xin yi sweetheart we can go home together after tat,u got CO rites(: Sweetheart n Nicole mummy,we'll still b mittin up fer studyin every week, Nicole mummy mus remember kayys,u noe wad subject im tokin bout(: After sku,sweetheart,angeline sis,mummy,adeline wai po n darhlin..mitt at bb court n we can go home together(: Darhlin..mus remember to corr everyday kayys(: We'll chat everyday without fail lyk b4,the same.

2e5 will nvr b replaced..its the BEST CLASS EVER n EVER!!!!!!!!!! I shan't say goodbye bcuz we'll nvr b separated..we'll still hang out as often..any outins we'll inform each other kayys(: Although i said we'll still go out..i noe it jus wun b the same anymore,,i;ll still miss u guys lots..i guess wad i reallie miss is 2e5 together studyin,lafin,hangin out n bein together as one, jus in one class.Hais..I"LL MISS 2E5 SO MUCH!!!!!!!!! Especially the guys..they r wad make the class so lively,they brought laughter,n they made the class stand together as one.

I'll miss the guys makin us laf..i'll miss watchin the guys play bb often ,i'll miss all the guys' stupid jokes makin the whole class ratttle with laughter, i'll miss each n everyone of the guys..They ROCK!!!!!..n 2E5 ROCK ON FOREVER N EVER!!!!!!!!!!BEST CLASS EVER!!!!!!!!!

I'll miss u guys lyk hell...

u're were lyk apart of mie..

now all separated...

felt lyk mi world's torn apart...

gonna realliie miss all 2e5 soo much..

2008-10-16T19:57:00.008+08:00

Todae went vivio with shawn ah gong,taufiq gan kor,ee lin honey,louis gan lao gong,alex ar yi,darius kor,nicole mummy,edmund kor,xinyi sweetheart,adeline ah ma n xingan jie(: It was a damn last min thin..cus actuali cant go out..but finally my mum agreed-thnx mum!!!,so we went out to celebrate my b'dae which is tmr(:went to catch a movie at plaza sing first at 2..we were almost late but luckily weren't^^ we watched the house bunny!!! It was damn funny!!!!!!!! Reallie enjoyed it!!!!(: den after the movie went to play arcade(: The guys played the basketball shooter thin while we gals played the "pickin up the sweets n toy machine" initially it was honey,ah ma n mummy hooked up in playin the machine..honey was the pro..she won lots of sweets n managed to win a toy after much money spent(:mummy kept askin honey to help cus she was the pro there..but honey was busy..so i b a gd daughter(: n try n help mummy^^hahas..i managed ti=o help mummy win a toy!!!! so happy!!!! first time play jiu can win toy lerx!!!(: den i myself gt hooked up in playin cus i also wan a toy (: managed to get a toy too with the help of honey!!(: thnx honey!!! Love ya lots!!! den decided to go vivo top floor there play water!!! my favourite place!!^^ but honey n ah ma wan go home so they go home leavin the boys,sweetheart,xingan,mummy n mie off to vivo!!(: but wen we reached there..hais the water was drained!!!! hais.....but nvm we went the 2nd floor there the playground play!!! hahas damn fun larhx..the boys were playin lyk crazy larx!!!

Climbin lyk monkeys n all..they were reallie playin hard now tat exams r over(: Had so much fun splashin water,c-sawin,swingin n climbin fer the boys(: The gals n us took pictures of the guys playin(: hahas den xingan,mie n sweetheart take picture(: Den later the boys joined in with us to take pictures(: Had alot of fun!!! Den it was time to go home..hais..was dead beat wen i reached home..hais..but it was worth it all the fun!!! Reallie had alot of fun guys!!!!!!!!!!I love ya guys so much!!!!!!!!!! Ty everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^

2008-10-11T17:10:00.002+08:00

Hais..exams r finally over!!! Its a breather..(: was lyk on comp the whole day yesterday..playin..hahas..time past so fast,,,i cant believe i played till past 12midnite!!!!!!!! hahas..ok..mayb was too hyper..i mean exams r finally over!!!!!! hais but nw tat exams r finally over..so many thins to think off..hais..i cant b bothered!!! hmm mon shod b goin out with xingan jie n mayb sweetheart n nicole mummy..ok,,my mummy's shoutin..goin out(;hahas..byeeees..

sometimes its better to let go..

b4 endin up gettin hurt urself..

i've lost too many things..

i cant lose u..

but..

i reallie cant

handle anythin now..

so i've decided

mayb i shod jus let u go..

bcuz i cant handle losin u too..

i cant handle anythin anymore..

2008-09-30T15:11:00.002+08:00

Todae wasn't a gd day..im sick!!!!!!!Yesterday both mie n sweetheart fell sick..hais..wad to do..we r twins(: the feelin sucks..sore throat, flu, headache..gotta blame it on myself though..already felt unwell on sun..but hack care..den yesterday walk in the rain back home..hahas..didn't brin umbrella:P Gt into a quarrel with parents in the nite plus had some personal upsettin stuff..so...sort of shed tears the whole nite..yea..hahas..Wasn't any better in the mornin..in fact kinda worse..saw nicole mummy n sweetheart first thin in the mornin..saw them n almost cried again..but sweetheart wun let mie..told her everythin..sweetheart n mummy listened den comforted mie..ty mummy n sweetheart(:was damn tired n lethargic in the lessons..hardly ever paid attention..mornin the sci test...the min i finished..didn't even bother to check jus lie on the table n sleep..sleep thru chi lesson until recess..of course with some interuptions..u noe those chers n their "sit upright" phrase..but these chers(mdm yeo n miss tay) were ok..they said their phrases 1/2 times den they jus let u b..they close one eye de(: ty fer tat chers..den went fer recess..ate eith angeline sis n xingan jie..dunwan eat de..but xingan jie wan mie eat..n there she was naggin..until finally i gave way to her..den CME..mdm yeo was such a dear(: she let us rest meanin really sleep fer one period..den she teach sci fer the other 1 period..i tink...wasn't even listenin..slept thru both periods..without interuptions tis time..waa so comfortable(: den gt A BIG COMFORTABLE HUG frm my beloved angeline sis!!!!Ty fer the hug angeline sis..love u so much!!!!!!! Ur hug was reallie damn comfortable...sort of felt revived frm the dead.hahas..but serious(: Love u!!!!!! Den went down with Honey to help collect the badminton tee..was reallie nice..den slacked alot in DNT..no lessons..slept bside sweetheart..hu was also sleepin..hais..den bused home with sweetheart,nicole mummy n angeline sis(:

I trusted u n i still do..

no matter wad ur decision is..

Unable to forget n still lykin someone r 2 different things..

do u noe?

Unable to forget bcuz tat someone is a special someone

whom u liked very much..

U'll nvr b able to forget tat someone bcuz tat somone is

irreplaceable..

REALLIE REALLIE special

No matter tat someone made u cry,laf,hurt or happy

u'll nvr b able to forget them bcuz they were once someone so impt

to u..n up to tis very day still is..

u cant forget them...

U lyk someone bcuz tat someone is another

really special person

U n the person shared many happy times together..

u feel really great happy n many undescrible feelins

wen with tat someone..

U enjoy urself with the person

U care n tink of the person more den ur normal frens

really special feelin u feel to the person...

Can u lyk someone n still b able to forget another..

i duno..

certain things r not tat easy to b let go..

U jus cant..not in the past

not for now..

n not fer later..

U jus cant..

they'll always remain in ur heart..

carin for them on the side lines..

Nvr bein able to forget them..

U can try ur whole life time..

u jus cant..i can't...

2008-09-26T20:54:00.002+08:00

"Boy..im sorry i keep pushin u to her..i noe u dun lyk it..actuali i dun feel gd either..but i dun wan u to keep waitin on fer mie..i noe u r not pressurisin mie..but i duno how long i'll take to forget him..i dun even tink i can forget him..i no longer lyk him..but i jus cant forget him..i duno y either...everytime i try to make a decision..the results r still the same..i close my eyes i c u..i open my eyes i c him..he's the first person i like..i cant forget him..even though i dun like him already..tats y i dun wan u to keep waitin on..waitin is a painful job..i like u tats y i dun wan u to wait..to hurt...i cant forget him..he's still kept at the small corner in my heart..tats the best i can do..while u store the rest.. mayb..u shodn't wait anymore..its unfair if i carry on lyk tis..i shodn't drag u along into the pool of hurt..1 person hurt is enuff..mayb i shod jus keep u in my heart too..i dunwan u to get hurt.."

Todae rainin damn heavy..was lyk all drenched..reached sku at 7.35..wasn't late..lucky barhx..hahas..lucky gal marhx(:den went fer pe..play captain ball fer awhile den go comp lab do the game..hais..so fast jiu die lerx in the game..damn lan:P hahas...den recessed with angeline sis,darhlin n sweetheart..cum back frm recess..mr tang class.our class was rather restless..jus kept on tokin..nobody was listenin..even those guai de lehx..so he stopped teachin n lat us tok..first time lehx..so it was lyk almost 2 whole period free..hahas..den bused home with nicole mummy n sweetheart..sorry darius kor n alex ar yi..i cant go out with u tmr worrs..nx time kayys(:

2E5 ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-25T17:26:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was lyk damn fun larrhx!!!!!!!!! [WARNIN, tis post is lyk gonna b DAMN LONG LARX] hahas..went botanic garden yesterday after sku..field trip thin..sit with xin yi sweetie-pie,behind as is my beloved angeline sis n darhlin along with the boys in the surroundin(:wen reached, we tok n laf all the way the journey..took pics with angeline sis,sweetie pie n darhlin..the boys were lyk jokin n makin us laf all the way..Damn funny larx... Den 2e5 sat at the pond there..admire the scenery, afew handful do data loggin..while all the boys took out the flour they bought n throw at taufiq gan kor..Its his b'dae todae!!! HAPPY B"DAE TAUFIQ GAN KOR!!!!!(: All the boys all started takin flour throw at gan kor n each other..den mie,sweetie-pie,darhlin,angeline sis n nicole mummy also join them plaay..ended up throwin at each other(: but more of gan kor larhx..b'dae boy marhx..hahas..his whole hair n face was lyk all white!!!!!!!!! we're all ganna..actuali i nvr ganna de lorrhx..but bcuz..i was lyk most clean so everybody came runnin after mie..i was lyk runnin fer mi life larhx!!!!!!!in the end also kena by cheng yao kor!! WAH!!! all my hair,face,badminton jersay n rebork shorts were lyk covered with flour!!! hahas,,den we'all the group of ppl playin flour take photo..took a few shots(: Den do toilet tidy up den board bus lerx..in bus help louis gan lao gong tidy up his hair..his hair FULL OF FLOUR SIA!!!!!!!!!!! wen drop out tat time LYK SNOWIN!!!! help him dust in the whole bus journey..sweetie pie also help(: Den Darius kor i tink "bathe" his whole hair...tink his whole hair kena flour(: actuali at botanic garden there he nvr kena..cus mie n him were lyk runnin away..DUNWAN TO BE FLOURED!! but in the end also kena until he washed his whole hair..DAMN FUN SIA!! TY MY BELOVED ANGELINE SIS,DARHLIN,SWEETIE PIE N THE GUYS FER THE FUN AT THE BOTANIC GARDEN!!! LOVE U ALL SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!! Den reached sku take class photo!!!! hahas..den go bb court with alex ar yi,edmund kor,cheny yao kor,taufiq gan kor,louis gan lao gong,edward tai gong,shawn ah gong,shi jie zi er n darius kor along with yj nu er n sweetie pie..we're girls watch the boys play..2e2 v 2e5..kai jie,jon,yan heng,zhongxuan,ivan were still in sku so they play match..waaa..some of the shots lyk so damn nice sia!!!!!!!!!!!!! The rest shawn ah gong,edward tai gond,shi jie zi er n taufiq gan kor were playin among themselves bb at the corner...i went to join them..play with them damn funny!!! but dangerous kena hit on the head by the ball thrown by shi jie!!! hahas..den laterthe boys n kai jie mimick others the way they draw ball..they damn gao xiao lorrhx!!! hahas reallie had fun with them.. den bused him with cheng yao kor,edmund kor,alex ar yi,taufiq gan kor,shi jie zier,louis gan lao gong n sweetie pie..in the bus damn gao siao lorrhx they!!! Hahas..TY GUYS FER THE FUN N LAUGHTER!!!!!!! ALL THE BOYS N MY BELOVED ANGELINE SIS,DARHLIN N SWEETIE PIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE U ALL,LOVE 2E5,U ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2E5 ROCK ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-14T15:05:00.003+08:00

Yesterday nite i was told my gan ma was admitted in hospital...i heard tat she was sick n hospitalised..mummy n mie were goin 2 visit her..den mummy recieved a call..tears welled up in her eyes wen she hang up..somethin gripped mi heart wen i asked her wad was it..she told mie..gan ma passed away..i stared at her fer a short while..i couldn't take it..its not true..i laf at her..n told her she was lyin..gan ma was my guardian since 3 to 5 wen my mum had to accompany my dad fer an overseas trip..i was stayin with gan ma..she slowly said tat she was really....i couldn't hear anymore..i ran to my rm..n hugged my pillow sobbin..she;s still in the hospital..i noe it..i refused to believe mum..I sobbed my eyes out till dinner...told darhlin bout it at nite..we toked bout almost everythin tats buggin mie..one by one all my love wans has gone....i jus miss the feelin of bein cared n loved..i reallie miss tat feelin..everybody hav their own family hu loved them..y cant i have the same..wad do i hav..a nearly broken family-a mother hu sees only her son as her only child..n a dad which can leave us anytime..my only comfort r my frens in sku..early tis mornin i went to sku without a word..wen i reached sku..saw darhlin..the min i saw her..it brought comfort 2 mi heart..den angeline sis n gan mei came..we toked n laf in the parade square..especially angeline sis..she's so damn cute n funny..always make us laf..i love all of them so much(:den go home lerx..do work fer awhile..den realised mum was at home..she was goin to go to gan ma de......... she asked quietly if i wanted to go..i realised tat theres no point lyin to myself..its the last time im gonna c her......wen i came home..i cried in my rm again..tat was the last time i saw her..i cried n cried..makin up fer the tears tat i hadn't waste in sku..i cant believe jus wad a great pretender i was in sku..hidin my tears behind tat smile of mine..i jus miss her so much now...

Sometimes i dun understand love..y mus love break almost every heart..if tats the case i'll rather not believe in it again..but i still belive it exist..its out there somewhere..but im afraid..i cant take anymore hurt n pain..seein all those around mie hurt by love too..im even more afraid..i duno if i shod trust love again..love hurts too much..sometimes it hurts too much tat pain bcomes phobiatic..learnin how to hide those tears behind tat smile..learnin to say it doesn't hurt wen it still does..learnin to sae dun love wen u still do..doin all tis..sufferin in silence.. jus to avoid more hurt..afraid tat the pain will repeat..

2008-09-13T14:56:00.004+08:00

Yesterday de trainin in sku..ok larhx trainin..but i reallie reallie hate the 200m runs!!!!!!! 5 rounds...tat wan can die..almost canot breathe..but hahas..found it real thrillin(:den 100m run..10 times 2 sets i tink..not sure..tat wan was ok..den bout 5 lyk tat jiu released lerx..i was lyk lafin lyk siao wen we were released lorrhx..my tat junior..she damn cute lorrhx..keep on lafin..every thin also laf..we all named her the xiao fuo..she kept lafin until the rest also all started lafin..she damn cute de..hahas..den after trainin..at canteen kana tease by all most all my juniors plus ting fang they all bout clarrence..they teasin mie but clarrence de face is the wan which go red..we all laf until lyk siao lyk tat lorrhx..den later sit with darhlin,clement n yixian..i teasin clement n darhlin fer fun larhx..den tat yixian damn funny..say dunwan b their goosebum..suppose 2 b gooseberry..darhlin,mie n clement kept on lafin..until whole canteen can hear..they stop liao i still canot stop..reallie damn funny..i go tell nicole mummy they all even yj de mr boyfren..i jus kept on lafin..they say i todae damn hyper..also duno wad happen to mie..seems lyk i caught the disease of my junior...den wait fer ncc released..den bused home with the both of them..den he damn bad lorrhx..keep teasin bout mie n tat "him"..by the time i came down the bus..the "he" go lerx..i was lyk gonna cry lerx lorrhx..i also duno y,i dun lyk "him" tat much anymore n its not he make mie cry..its jus...i duno..i kept quiet..the bus was lyk so damn long..he pei mie wait fer bus..finally..the bus sooooooo long den cum..board lerx bus..tears jus start flowin out..i reallie duno y..reallie..reached home..darhlin corr mie..told her wad happen..she understand..i love u so much darhlin..ty fer listenin to mie crap over the fone,u r jus simply the best(:..den he corr mie..apologise again..told him not his fault..ty fer pei mie wait bus,somemore so late lerx, n its not ur fault kayys(:

2008-09-11T18:57:00.003+08:00

Ok..my blog's rottin..hahas..anyway jus showered..so refreshin..nid to start work soon..so cant type long kayys..so my week was ok barhx..mon went out with gan mei n jie 2 hougang mall study(: hahas..actuali..more of playin barhx..hahas..but gt get some work done larhx(: wed..no track..stay back wait fer gan mei go home together,she gt CO(; but she nvr..naughter girl:P hahas..but once in a while skip ok larhx..hahas..i would hav done the same thing myself..hahas..cant blame mie..she's mi twin sis,suppose to b alike:P!!!! hahas..den we stay back at the bb court cus gan mei scared kana caught(: the boys play bb the whole afternoon while gan mei teach mie how play di zi..veri diff!!! but managed to play wan song kayys!!! Gan mei gd teacher(: Den adeline n gan mei de junior cum down cus CO finish..den we play captains ball usin the net as goal..but gan mei dun wan play so mie n adeline versus her 4 junior..waa ..play fer awhile jiu tired lyk duno wad lerx.. mus b no stamina lerx cus adeline's still not tired!!! but no way..not gonna gif up..nvm continue playing..but wah..reallie damn tired lerx..walk bit step..pant lyk siao..but nope tats not gonna stop mie..hahas..too bad tats mie..so stubborn..i noe(: den jiu bused home with gan mei,shi jie,edmund kor n adeline(: ty yan heng stay back(: den todae..canot stay until so long so canot wait fer gan mei..sorwie gan mei..watch e2,n6 n e5 play bb with gan mei fer awhile..den er zi spit "holy water" on gan mei n mie!!!!!!!! Waa!!!!!! they were all behind mie.. Er zi took bryan de waterbottle drink...but tink he didn't noe..tot it was someoneelse de..den jon shout n told him was bryan de..along was watchin match n half listenin(cus they tokin reallie loud:P), den all of a sudden..the nx thing i noe was my whole back was covered with holy water!!! gan mei also kana a bit..ER ZI!!!!!!!!! Agrraah!!!! cus wen jon told him it was bryan de..erzi duno wad happen,suddenly wan laf den spit out all the water he drink!!!!! DAMIEN,u damn lucky u my er zi..if not..i'll b lyk so damn mad at u..kay larhx but i noe is accident,wun blame u de kayys(: but pls horrx..no nx time(:hahas..den gan mei go fer CO..den watch the boys playy bb..e2 n e5 they arhx..reallie damn funny gt kai jie,zheng cao,jon,kenrick,damien n some more others..but all tis are the wans whom sort of entertained mie there,they reallie very funny..hahas..den tat jon arhx..keep bullyin mie..i noe i short ok!!!!no nid to rub it in kayys(: den bused home with yan heng,shi jie n edmung kor(: ty yan heng pei mie!!! ok..tats veri long..gotta go lerx n corr darhlin..later she scold mie(:

2008-09-05T11:03:00.002+08:00

Ellos..so long nvr post lerx!!! Ppl bugging mie to post(: hahas..oh n thnx to the ppl whom wish mie to get well soon..mr flu's gone!! Thnx!!(: Haiyo sept holiday goin end soon..haven finish hw..mus chiong lerx..mon..went out with honey,jie,alex nu xu n taufiq gan kor..went to plaza sing shop shop fer awhile den go lerx..sorry to all 4 of them fer waitin sooooooooo long fer mie!!!!:P den went bugis shop shop with jie..love goin out with jie!!!! Had fun!! jie nx time mus go out again kayys!!!!!!!!!! Den tues went gt maths xtra class.was late!!!den nvr brin maths txbk!!! Hais so forgetful:P.. den wed went JB with mum n dad..shop the whole day..bout 10plus at nite den reach home..Thurs..slept till bout 11plus den wake up..tired:P..den afternoon gt tuition den do hw..ok larhx..gotta go lerx n rush on hw!!! LOve u darhlin!!!♥-dun sae i nvr put ur name in my blog horr(: Oh n big ty fer the helps on the tagboard ppl(: hahas..cya..

2008-08-29T17:02:00.002+08:00

Todae sports day i nvr go..gt a real BAD COLD!!!! Hate it!!! Down with a slight fever too..hais..but feeling better lerx..12plus go pri sku mitt frens n old cher..until bout 3plus den cum back..sleep fer awhile..mayb..this few days late go home den sleep late..tats y tireed..tues..stay back wait fer yan heng..cus nobody at home..den nvr bring keys..den help 2e2(yan heng,kenrick,jonathan n damien) do chi hw..they so bad..1person let mie do..they rest also pass mie..hahas..but nvm larhx(: den do fer them while waitin fer yan heng..he bout 7plus den release cus gt media-cher day celebration rehearsel..den went off with him,edmund kor,jun hao n yj nu er..by time reach home bout 8 lerx..den wed..forgot bring house key again..hais..so stay back wait fer yan heng..he gt the rehearsel again..den stay back with damien they all n edmund kor..den acknowledged damien as my er zi(: darling becum temporily his daddy until i find a stead n nicole becum my mummy*.hahas..den bused home with jonathan,yan heng n edmund kor..reached home bout close to 8 agains..thurs..veri cold day..veri tired too..slept in class most of time..gt cher day celebration..lasted fer bout..1hr n half..quite nice n very funny..especially the part where they get students up to imitate teachers..hahas..lester did a gd imitation on mr wong..reallie sound lyk him(: hahas..remembered to brin keys..so bused home with mummy* n darhling..den spent most of the day sleepin..ty to yan heng fer pei mie wait fer bus last 2days(:

True love..

Is as it is with ghost..

Everyone..toks bout it..

But .. few hav seen it..

2008-08-25T20:38:00.006+08:00

Todae gt web page again..but last lesson[yays!!!!!!!]..bout 4.45 lyk dat den cum out..saw Damien at canteen..hahas..he was suppose to wait fer darhling..cus she gt guides den ask him wait..gt alot ppl mistaken bout it..darhling lyks 2 pull ppl stay back wait fer her de..so canot lyk dat judge de..but in the end her guides cancelled..so hav to go back home..[her parents veri strict de lorrhx:P]..she ask mie help her sae sorry 2 damien..make him wait fer nth..sorry damien:P..hahas..he gt a new nickname lerx..darhling gif de:catch vegetable guy:p..hahas..but he reallie can catch lorrhx..anyways release frm webpage tat time..was tinkin if shod go trainin..but in the end ting fang jie pull mie go..so go lorrhx(:heard they did 3sets times 10 of 10om..but i only did 1 set of 1oom..cus cum late:P..den did exercise with medicine ball..(heavy:P!!!!)..den end trainin at bout 6.10 lyk dat..den slack fer awhile in sch..den pei damien wait fer his dad fer alil while..den bused home with yanheng n jeffery(e1)..but yan heng go down same bustop with mie wait fer my bus!! the bus so damn long den cum lorrhx!!! sorry make u wait so long with mie yan heng (:!!! oh n a big ty 2 damien n yan heng stay back wait fer mie so long!!!(: Tys!!!!!!!! kayys...gotta go now!!!

The best n most beautiful things in the world..

can't be seen nor touched..

but r felt with the heart..

2008-08-23T14:32:00.009+08:00

"im sorry if i hurt u..tis afternoon..but i dun hav tat kind of feelins fer u..i noe u care fer mie alot..liked mie fer as long as i can remember..i can feel ur care n concern..it seems lyk i've gotten use 2 u bein always there fer mie..but it mus hav caused misunderstandin between us..im sorry..but i cant..i jus cant....tryin to forget someone i loved may b easy..but..tryin to forget someone whom broke my heart is hard..tat's y i cant....i noe tat u wun hurt mie..but i jus cant..im sorry..."

Pls forgif mie..i jus cant do it..jus hw many times mus mi heart break..until there's nth left to b broken..i jus cant risked it again...i tot tat time will heal the pain..but while it heals..it creates new wans..i may hav forgotten him..but the hurt n pain is still here..sometimes..i wish i was a kid again..skinned knees r better den broken hearts..

They say it takes only a min to find a special person ,

an hour to appreciate them,

a day to love them..

but a lifetime to forget them

TIRED!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-22T21:11:00.005+08:00

Todae first day trainin..woah..tirin..legs bit numb..but nvm..few more times trainin would get better..i hope..but i reallie hate the 2oom wan..run until bout 6 times i tink,sprintin...veri tired..den after trainin..saw darhling n nicole...they brinin all the food they baked to canteen gif sec 3 eat..all their food look so nice eat lorrhx..but canot take cus fer sec 3 de..but darhlin veri gd kept 1 of her muffin gif mie eat(: went 2 table tennis there eat cus later girl giude cher c..saw DAMIEN there..playin table tennis..he c mie eat also wan eat..hahas..gave him little bit..the muffin veri nice lorrhx..darhlin sae nx time make fer mie(:den after tat sec 3s girl guide go lerx..darhlin n nicole giv mie,YAN HENG n DAMIEN n zheng cao eat their pasta..veri nice!!!!!!!! Den darhling n nicole feed DAMIEN eat the cut up food..hahas..they throw he eat..he damn pro lehx..so zhun..able 2 catch it in his mouth...they throw,he eat..pro!!!time to wash plates..nicole as yan heng help them wash..he so gd..reallie go help them(: Den we all 3 wan help darhlin they all wash plate..but we entered the Home Ec room without permission..so darhlin n nicole kanna scoldin..bout wad guides nvr ask permission..bla bla..den mie YAN HENG n DAMIEN went out first..go back canteen chat..tok tok..laf laf..den ncc fang liao..kai jie n KENRICK join us chat chat...haiyo..n tat DAMIEN arhx..damn funny de..slow in absorbin wad ppl tokin de..always make ppl repeat..hahas..he damn funny(: while waitin fer guides..miss neo came shoo us go home..so we all hav to go..YAN HENG n DAMIEN so bad..becomin lyk darhlin,gan mei n nicole liaos..c jun hao jiu pass mi file gif him take..n along the way..ka jiao jun hao..den slack a while at pavillion jiu go lerx..b4 left DAMIEN,YAN HENG n KENRICK somemore ask mie remember put their names big big here..big enuff lerx bahx(: Big ty to DAMIEN n YAN HENG pei mie in sch!!!(:Bused home with YAN HENG n jeffery..another ty to jun hao fer stayin so late wait fer mie n walkin mie to bustop(: wen reach my stop..YAN HENG pei mie wait bus..ty YAN HENG!!(:oks..alot ppl complainin..i writtin essay..so stop here lerx(: [YAN HENG,DAMIEN n KENRICK]--ur name big big in my blog lerx horrx(:

2008-08-21T20:09:00.004+08:00

Todae in sku nth reallie happened..after assembly..bused home with edmund n shi jie..ty jun hao fer pei mie walk 2 bustop..ty(:was suppose to mitt yan heng they all at bout 4..but they say too late they dunwan..den nvm i ownself go..mitt up with edmund kor n shi jie zi er..wait fer nicole n darhling..nicole n darhling tmr gt guides nid cook somethin so they hav 2 buy ingredients..so we go NTUC shop shop..we go take trolley put all our bags n let shi jie push..hahas..we so bad horrx..den wen shijie go lerx..ask edmund kor push..hahas..den taufiq cum..but his tis person arhx..lyk play hide n seek with us...1 moment here,,the nx moment dissappear lerx..hais..den we shop here shop there..veri funny lorrx with nicole n darhling..especially darhling..she damn funny de lorrx..hahas..den half way darhling say too little ppl..she wan corr yan heng n him cum..but he dun wan cum cus he say tat darhling here so he dunwan cum lerx..den she corr yanheng cum..woah..he so fast jiu cum lerx..he lyk fly here lehx..hahas..but he live so near..nothin weird..den we shop around fer awhile den go mac eat..darhling wan go home lerx..so she pull edmund kor n yan heng pei her go bustop..hahas..she always hav a way of pullin ppl 2 pei her wan..i reallie pei fu her:P..hahas..den mie n nicole eat while waitin fer gan mei..but time pass veri fast..6.30 lerx..nicole wan go home early..but gan mei still stuck in sku with ms neo..den we all keep rushin her so she ask us go home lerx..sorwie gan mei nvr wait fer u..sorry..dun angry ok..nx time kayys(:so edmund kor went off take his bus..den mie,nicole,yan heng n taufiq walk 2 bustop..we 3 is same bustop..yan heng is pei us...taufiq de bus cum first den nicole..mine last wan..hahas..ty yan heng fer pei mie wait bus(:he wait fer mie board bus lerx den he go..didn't noe he so gd de..hahas..jk..jk..thnx alot(: Tats all fer todae..gort ppl rushin mie lerx..wan read mi blog..so will end here!!(:

tired!!

2008-08-20T20:21:00.003+08:00

Todae gort public cannin..den principle tok sooo long..frm we all the prize givin tok until olympics den until china rebuildin den on n on..hais so borin...den todae lit cher nvr cum in our class..yay!! gt back maths marks..hais fail again!!!!!!!!23/50!!!!!!! so angry..hais work so hard den lyk tis..so close to passin!!!!nvr pass b4 de lorrhx!!! nvr mind..try again...tis time mus get higher..u too damien..jiayous..i read ur blog..sure can pass de..try again kayys jiayous!!!!!!!! todae i stayed back with louis gan lao gong wait fer gan mei..we play badminton in the hall 2 pass time away..but he went home earlier cus his mother will nag..sorry nvr pei u go home..nx time kayys(:Tat reminds mie..,round 5plus jus came down frm hall...go canteen..saw yan heng n kai jie..den chit chat..tok bout alot things..den more n more boys cum..zheng cao,lucas,morrison,jun hao, Oh ya..damien ask mie put his name big big in my blog..DAMIEN also was there..(big enuff ler bahx damien..:P) They veri bad lorrx..bully mie..especially tat lucas..make mie chase 1 round around the canteen fer him..hahas..but they were ok..veri nice..playin only(:..but they play until damn shuang lorrx..(they reallie had fun bullyin mie:P)hahas..play until bout 6plus den we go lerx..bused home with gan mei,nicole,alex nu xu n shi jie zi er..jun hao walk with us to bustop..ty!!!(:..oks..damien saes mi blog always veri long..not nice read..so im goin 2 end here..byeeee(:

Normal lorhx todae..

2008-08-19T20:02:00.010+08:00

Todae assembly was prize givin..got a gold fer 1.5m n a silver fer 3km..i so happy!!!!yay!!!!!!! Den todae de ting xie n zao qu..last min learn again..:P whoopsie..but in the end gt..9.5 fer ting xie!!!![claps**]yay!!!!!zao qu duno..but shod b high marks too bahx..cus i found it quite easy..Jie came back todae too!!! Miss her so much!!!she arhx..lazy cum sku de lorhx yesterday!!hahas..anyway..gt back DNT marks..wah!!! I failed!!!!!! but its ok..(alot of ppl fail marhx:P)..hahas..ok..i'll work harder,DNT lesson was reallie borin..gort to do alot of sawin..nid use alot strength..lucky gt alex nu xu..he c mie duno how saw..he help mie..he so pro..veri fast jiu saw finish lerx!!!hahas..guys marhx..thnx alot alex nu xu!!!(: den todae after sku go find miss guo..she say let mie go fer the first few trainins den decide if can let mie enter...fri's the first trainin..pray hard fer mies!!!!after tat go bb court wait fer the boys go home together..we let them play until bout 2.45 while mie,gan mei n eelin eat..(hungries lehx wait fer them:P)..anyway..while the boys playin..we tok bad bout them..hahas..no larhx..we jus tink..the way they play..at times damn funny..xD..2.45 lerx..den go home..jun hao help mie take file again,cus i still gort trophy take!!!..hahas..thank u!!!!!!!(:..along the way..cy kor make gan mei angry..haiyo..but gan mei veri fast ok de..on the way in the bus..mie,louis gan lao-gong,alex n shi jie zi er make her laf..so she not angry lerx!!(:Den cus gan mei n mie later mittin up at hougang point fer our weekly study so mus chiong home...den rush out again..mitt at our usual place,macdonald..den study..of course gt chit chat larhx..hahas..we do finish homework lerx den go walk walk..den take picture..didn;t take much though cus..all the pics weird weird,in tis pic i wasn't reallie lookin at the camera!!!!!! We also took wan of our friendship ring!!anyways..after tat went home lerx..den went out fer dinner..downstairs eat..cus todae nobody cook..den daddy lazy cook so brin us down eat..eat lerx den cum up..slack in room..little samy..came in..we chit chat den play..den he so cute lorhx.. say wan help mie take photo with my trpohies..so he took lorhx..den i take fer him..he sooooooooo adorable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i've uploaded the photos fer u all c lerx..enjoy!!!hahas..okies..tats all fer todae..Thnx gan mei fer tis day!!!hahas..Best frens 4eva!!!!!

One of THE BEST DAY!!!

2008-08-18T16:36:00.007+08:00

Now im eatin,doin my homework n typin tis post..pro rites..hahas..todae.early in the mornin..we go hall assemble instead of parade square..bcuz vice principle nid tok 2 us..wen reach hall..chey..all our class boys haven cum up..at bb court again..so stand around..chit chat wait fer them cum up..den saw 2e2 the whole gang cum up...den damien ask mie i link wrongly isit..at first i was lyk huhx..den i remembered..hahas..yesterday nite iwas snoopin round ppl's blog..den saw damien cum yan heng de blog..ask them link mie but go type wrong link..wah!!!! so pai seh!!!!!:P..sorry damien!!!!!!!!! the moment i cum back home i change lerx..so it shod by correct lerx(: if wrong again..i tell u arhx..im gonna chop my head off..tis is so ps..:P..hahas..woah..went snoopin round ppl's blog again..quite a few ppl changed their blogskin..Damien,angeline..oh n damien..he has my favourite singer..singing in ur blog!!!!!! OMG!!! JAY CHOU ROCKS!!!!!!!...hahas..anyway..first period was geog..cher nvr cum...we had 1 whole hour of free period!!!!! 2E5 had a whole deal of laughter..angeline brought 2 balloons n blew them up in class..the first wan she blewed up was a figure of a hamster..1 moment she kept "threatenin" to burst it..the nx moment she was rubbin the balloon around everybody's hair tryin to get our hairs "electified"..c hu's hair can stand easily..hahas..it was lyk so damn funny larhx..den she announced 2 the class she had another balloon..a caterpiller..another burst of laughter by the class..den she blewed it up with all eyes on her..it was reallie funny..she had a hard time blowin it tis time..she blew n blew but jus couldn't do it..our class went lafin again..den gan mei go try..she tried n tried..till her whole face was red..peals of laughter again..den in the end gan mei manage to get some air in first..den angeline continue blowin it up till it was fully form as a caterpillar..den she took it round the class n played with it..it reallie was a funny sight..den i tot tis day would jus b fine if maths cher nvr cum..hahas..she didn't cum in our class!!!!!!!yay!!!! a relief cher came though..gave us work 2 do by our own maths cher..it was rather relax though..can chit chat..den the ws u wan do dun do also can..jus keep our volume down..but i guai..i did the ws..with darhling..she came n sit with mie durin tis maths period..cus jie nvr cum..heard tat she got a tummy upset..hope u cum back tmr kayys..i missed u!!!!..den tis cher so gd..allow us early recess..she lyk 10.06 lyk tat let us off lerx..so gd lehx..wen we went down..they whole canteen was lyk practically empty larhx..i ordered my food den sit n eat with,darhlin,angeline n gan mei..den after recess was chinese period..gort test..hais..boriiiiiiiiin......i was lyk doin half way den alex nu xu was lyk..weis qn 1 wads the ans..i gif him den he ask fer qn 2..gif den he ask again!!!! haiyo!! but in the end ok larhx..at least he only ask fer mcq...he ask fer open ended..im reallie gonna slap his face..:P..hahas..nx period,hist passed veri fast..only 1period den nx eng..gt test..ee lin sit nx 2 mie..she wan double check some ans with mie..but she did it mostly by herself..told u so ee lin!! u can do it de..JIayOus(:den after sch go bb court go find alex n louis go home together..but den they still wan play so mie n eelin let them play fer awhile..bout 45mins..cant belive they still can play wen got thunder n lightenin..but anyway..2e2 they also playin,he was there also..well i guess boys r boys..hahas..so 45mins went by..so we go lerx..alex de gay partner..oh ya..he told mie not 2 corr him tat..hahas..so in tis blog onwards..corr his real name lerx..xD..jun hao say he gt webpage..so canot pei mie walk to bustop..hahas..its ok(:den alex nu xu hand reallie damn itchy..on the floor pick 1 fristb..throw at whr yan heng they all r sittin..hahas..in the ended landed on somewhere near him..he pick up the fristb wan throw back at alex..den tat alex keep hidin..in the end also kanna hit..hahas..den bus-ed back home with alex louis n eelin..in the bus..louis gan lao-gong veri nice..he actuali ask mie y i brin shoebag..den i say i join track todae actuali wan go fer trainin but den nobody wan pei mie go..all the pros all there..i scared..den he say wed he go pei mie since he also so long nvr trained lerx..he so gd..at least wed got ppl pei mie go trainin lerx..oh did i tel u yet..guess not..i decided join track lerx..4get bout badminton-remember my post last time..coach sucks!!!!!! jus hope i can get in..keep ur fingers cross fer mie!!!!!! hahas..end of tis loooooooooooooooong post(:at the end i would jus lyk 2 gif thks to angeline..hahas..without u gurl..our class would'nt hav had such a hilarious day..hahas..thnx gurl(: 2E5 rocks all the way!!!!!!

Friday 's happenin..

2008-08-16T21:45:00.003+08:00

Yesterday..6plus go back sku jie vickki darhling n nicole..so her mum n bro walkin out of sku..darhling's mummy recognise mie lehx..hahas..tot tat she woudn't..anyway..not surprisin tat she recognised mie barhx..mie n darhling every day also tok on fone(: hais..anywaies..yesterday..on the way to sku..b4 saw darhlin de mummy..i saw him..we acknowledged each other..he said halo to mie fer the first time as frens after our incident..i smiled at him..he smiled back..i started wonderin y he suddenly so friendly..he would nvr do tis last time..i guess its bcuz he noes im cooled off towards him..at tat time common test will stay back fer awhile wait fer the boys play finish their match..den go home together..e5 alwys v e2..he's always there..but somehw..after we ended..i guess..it was easier to communicate..i became on better terms with his frens..yan heng,damien,wei ling n others..its better tis way i guess..tats wad the others say..at least we r frens now..hais..anyway..goin back to whr i left of..went to sku pick nicole they all up..went there but they haven release...so waited with cy kor,yj nu er, poh poh,jeffery n alex de gay partner..saw lucas n morrison..tat lucas alwys lyk make fun off mie..but he's alwys veri funny..anyway..wen they release..i helped nicole,wendy n darhling buy cookie..$30 fly away lerx):..my $$..nvm tis time buy fer them nx time no more lerx..i hope:P..in the end went home with yj nu er,cy kor n jeffery..didn't go home with nicole..cus yj nu er gt things wan tel mie..so canot go back with her..sorry nicole..):..nx time kayys..oh n alex de gay partner walk mie to bustop together with yj de mr boyfren..he also help mie take file..hahas..thnx anyway(:on the way in bus..san yuan corr..tok with him all the way until i reach home..den he say he corr back again later..mean time corr darhling chat chat..den she online so i told her i online den tok to her..bout 10 plus san yuan corr..so mie him n darhling conference..conference until mi mummy come back scold..leave them tok fer quite awhile..den wen i cum back tel them nid put down..they put down liaos..i noe darhling nid put down..cus her parents very strict..den was about to sleep tat time..san yuan sms mie..we sms fer awhile den i sleep..todae..another boriiin day..den in the afternoon..mi kor gif mie 1 cj 7 toy keychain which he gt frm the $! machine...so cute!!!i hang on mi fone..i wan de pink,purple n blue wan lorrhx..but i tried twice..cum out different things!!! den i angry dun wan try lerx..but i wan!!!!!!!!!!! nvm..nx time..try again..hais..also duno wen can get..den while doin tis post..went to c joey de blog..n i jus wan to say end tis posts by tellin her....Joey♥..though i duno hu tis guy is..but i hope u can forget tat person soon..i dun wan to c u hurt..i jus wan u 2 noe tat im here fer u if u nid mie..u can tel mie anythin kayys..

My Little World Paradise:)

2008-08-12T18:38:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!Tmr is startin of common test!!!!!!!!!!! n i haven reallie started much revision!!!!!!!OMG!!!how..how!!!! Even though its only 3 days..i wish it was over..den can go to my favourite special place in the whole world..well..at least fer now..i cant wait to go to Vivo agains..went again..tis time not alone..with yj nu er n xin yi gan-mei..hais..its simply beautiful n inresistable..the top floor..i jus love sittin there..admirin the scenery..ESPECIALLY enjoyin the nice cool wind..caressin my cheeks..breezin thru my hair..i jus love it..it feels great..i guess i jus love tis sort of places..wide..open air..beautiful scenery..breezy..blue skies..its jus so wonderful..i could jus sleep there..hais..hahas..tat remind mie..at tat point of time..the 3 of us made a pact..a promise..tat nx time we hav to brin a guy partner,4 him 2 lend his shoulder to us..lettin us lean on..fer a little trip to lala land..zzzzz..hahas..anyway..we didn't say wen..as long as its nx time at vivo..(doesn't mean the nx time we go vivo horrx!!tats too soon..im plannin to go again after common test horrx:)..) we hav to appear with a guy partner lendin us his shoulder to lean on..tat would b nice..romantic:p..hahas..yj nu er..sure veri fast find de lorrx..its rite in front of our eyes!!:P..hahas..ok..jk..jk..anyway..oh ya..saw alex de gay partner n his cousin there..yi jun..hahas..yj nu er say he's sense of fashion not bad..:)..hmmm..ok larhx..all 3 of us agree..den we went play water..the other 2 ..da xiao jies..dun wan cum play with mie de lorrhx..:(..so play my ownself first..hahas..den finally they say c mie"lonely" den cum join mie..(actuali i tink horrx..is they bored lehx..den c mie play so fun..den cum find mie play also..hahas..no larhx..jk..jk..)so they cum join mie..hahas..the minute they cum..i had a gd time splashin them with water..hahas..so damn fun de lorrhx..den run haere run dere,..damn fun..hahas..does ppl hu cum vivo with mie..better wear shorter pants..cus i sure drag u all cum water play de horrx..xin yi gan-mei..nx time dun wear skinnies to vivo!!! canot play!!!..anyway it was still veri fun..hais..its reallie beautiful..everytime i go there..wheather its alone..or with frens..i always..find it hard to leave..its wonderful..the minute i step foot in tat..)mi little world of paradise)..there..everythin tats weighin in mie..it jus completely dissappears..i'll b jus mie again..the playful,childish n cheerful little girl..hahas..jus wish to go there everyday..opps..gotta go..dun worry..i'll visit u soon my little world of paradise:)..

Its over..jus forget..

2008-08-10T16:00:00.002+08:00

Jus as i expected..he asked her fer stead..it was kinda obvious..the same procedure..n everythin..tat happened..with mi n him..she didn't believe mie wen i told her he'll make his move soon..i made a bet with her..somehw..i noe it'll happen soon..sooner den anyone expected..tat nite..a few hours after our daily chat..vickki told mie i won the bet...seriously..i didn't feel anythin..jus..numb..i told her if she reallie lyk him den she shod accept..i told her i wun mind..i guess i did mind..alittle..but i could tell they went on rather smoothly den she n mr sc or he n mie..i was jealous..but not at he lyk her..but at the point where they r quite close...den mie n him wen we were together..or even now wen we r not..we dun even speak now..even though i was jealous..i knew..tat..tis shodn't..get to mie..i could tell they were reallie hittin of quite well..they spoke more often on the phone den mi n him..they were closer in sku den mie n him..they were better den mi n him..i felt happy fer them..but i did tell her to b wary..tat if she decide to go into it..b prepared to lose..bcuz..he might repeat it..n i didn't wan to c her hurt again..somehw..i couldn't reallie sleep..i kept tinkin of mi n him last time..where we used to sms each other..chat on the phone..where we were together...but..it'll nvr happen now..its over..woke up at bout 6plus..nth to do..went thru my smses..saw the smses..tat he used to sent to mi..its been so long..4 months..i forgot tat i kept them..i read them..rememberin of the past..n struggled with myself to delete them..with much couraged i finally deleted them..i repeatedly told myself tat it was over..but it didn't work..somehw..i jus couldn't forget him..i nided to tok to her..to hear her voice..she noes mie well..n she's the wan i go to wen i hav problems..so i corred her..after much tokin with her i felt much better[thnx vickki!(:]..she den told mie..in the mornin..he sms her..told her tat bein frens was better..she agreed..i agreed too..nvr noe wad might happen again..but i felt kinda upset..not at her..neither veri much him..its jus we both nvr reallie gif each other time to tink properly..he was eager fer an ans..n at tat time..i didin't gif it much tot too..i guess..it was a mistake..but if..time turned back..i tink..i'll still make the same decision..even if i noe the outcome of it..

MI LIFE IS SUCH A MESS..

2008-08-07T17:15:00.004+08:00

Todae sku was ok..everythin went on fine..was almost late 4 sku though..luckily..in the bus there were so many SKSS students..they let us pass..so lucky..den 4 chinese period..we gt back our ting xie,zao qu n the test papers..OMG!!I was so shocked wen cher announced our overall marks!!!I almost screamed!!!I GOT A1 FER CHINESE..first time lehx!!!! usually gt b3..den nw..A1!!!ok..mus maintain:)..JiE u also mus strive hard n get A1 horrx..mus jiayous,GO GO GO!!!:)..Tat brightened up the first part of mi day de lorrx..den the stupid teoh go spoil it fer mie!!!! I damn angry with him!!! todae i stay back in sku awhile do hw with JiE cus canot go trainin..mummy dun allow..so bad wan:(..so i told teoh gt tuition..cus scared he dun wan accept the reason 4 not goin trainin..later ganna scoldin..i den dunwan lehx!:(..anyway i den sms mummy tell her i stay back little while..mummy corr mie..but i didn't pick up..den she go corr the sku,corr teoh!!!! I was half watchin parade n doin work at same time..about 2 go home..wen ee lin cum find mie say teoh lookin fer mie n wan scold mie or somethin lyk tat..i was lyk huhx..wad happen..ee lin ask mie faster pack mi bag n go c him..she ask mie tell him i goin home lerx avoid ganna scoldin..[Thnx ee lin fer helpin mie!!:)]..so go up c tat teoh..he say mi mum corr..she say i nvr pick up mi phone..i said i noe..i jus saw only..i was goin home wen ee lin corr mie cum find him..den he say..he dun hav to keep him in the team anyway tat i wasn't performin well..n tat alot of ppl say he bein biased of keepin mie in the team wen i not doin well..i was lyk wadever lorrhx..its true tat i wasn't doin well in the team..even mi juniors surpass mie..:P(lyk Joey mei..she's doin wonderfully well..so much better den mie..:)..)..but i dun care..i dun mind them doin well..im glad tat they do well..its jus tat..i dun hav tat flair in badminton..no matter how hard i try..also cannot..u tink i dun wan to do well mehx..i totally love sports..more than studin lorrx..its jus tat im not in fer badminton..i love it alot..but im not cut out fer the tornaments n all..im not gd enuff..sometimes i feel lyk givin up..but den change mi mind again..but now..i tink tat if i wan to excel..i jus hav to quit n go fer others im gd in..lyk track n field..a long distance runner:P..netball could b fun too..In sports..i guess i hav tis weird attitude of wantin to win..its jus..tat i feel sort of tis satisfactory in mie..if i win..i'll try mi reallie best to win..i'll try 2 learn frm mi mistakes n train fer the better..bcuz i wan 2 win..i guess its time i gif mi sports environment a change..i dun care i'll do it..even if mum dun allow..i'll tink of some other way..i mean lyk i didn;t ask teoh to keep mie in the team..he can throw mi out all i care..he's attitude sucks lorrx..everybody in the team dun lyk him the lorrx..everytime scold scold de..even joey mie also cant stand him..not only her..everybody!! She say she may wan quit..even if i tot it was such a waste bcuz she reallie hav a flair in badminton..she's reallie gd..but i guess nobody can stand him..but i duno wad cca to change to lehx..track nfield??..duno lehx..actuali i tot of goin to another sku to attend cca..attend swimmin in sports sku..its possible..mi dad agrees with mie..i totally LOVE SWIMMING OKIES!!! It rocks lorrx..i attended swimmin classes since young..n mi coach is the best!!! He's so gd!! I recommended him to JiE..she's havin the same coach as mie..but i quitted recently..too many tuition!!:( WAH!!!Nvm..i'll go back n attend again soon..mi coach mentioned b4 tat i had talent in swimmin..i could swim reallt fast n hav tat stamina..plus i love swimmin..he said im very gd..(Let mie boast abit..:P)..but its tru:)..i did really well fer swimmin..n i've always wanted to go sports sku to train fer swimmin..mum didn't allow..she said studies was more impt..i was dissappointed..but here may b the chance..n i wan to grab it..coach said tat if i trained in sports sku..i could bcum a national swimmer due to mi standard..OMG!!!JiE said tat if i went to sports sku fer trainin in swimmin..she wan go with mie also..bsides she'll b reallie gd too..mi coach lehx..hahas:P..c first bahx..track or swimmin..but i definitely intend to quit badminton..as a cca larhx..of cus i'll still play.. i love sports!!!!..

MIA fer days..bit im back!!♥:)

2008-07-31T21:17:00.009+08:00

Aiyo..sooooooooooooo long neva post lerx..cum back so many tag..hahas..thnx fer the tags..been busy lately..so many things to deal with..dad's back:)..the common test cumin..n the last 2 days busy with the sports days eveny..OMG!!..Hahas..but it was all ok i guess..especially the sports day events..took part in 4 events..all 3 long distance...mi leg so freakin pain!!!!BUT long distance event rocks!!!! I ran 1.5km,3km,4 by 400 n 4 by 100..wanted to run 4oom..but sec 2 girls..less than 3 join(plus mie)..so cancel lerx:(..anyway..i gt in 1st of all sec2 girls 4 1.5km!!!! n 2nd 4 all sec 2 girls 4 3km!!!!..I was lyk so damn happy lahx..xD..was hopin to at least get a bronze for the 4 by 4oo..:(..but didn't manage to get it..was dissappointed..hais..nvm:)..there's alwys a nx yearxD..anyway..bad news..vickki n mr sc broke..hais..i jus simply dun understand boys..y r most of them lyk tat..after toyin with u..they jus dump u away..vickki.. i guess u understood hw i felt..dun b too upset..as i told u..mayb..he's not the rite wan..or mayb..its not the rite time..there r lots of other maybs..but tats the way things r..some of us learn it light n easy..while others,lyk us..learn it the harsher way..tats the harsh reality of life..sometimes u jus wish..its a bad dream..wen u wake up..u'll find tat everythin will b back 2 the way it was..but it isn't..tis is the truth..tis is wats happenin nw..n we hav to accept it..it will take time..u will hurt inside..but gif it time..it may take days..wks..or mayb months..but it'll get better..i promise.."Love cums n goes..but friendship stays.."always remember..tat there r always frens who'll b there 4 u..n i'll alwys b there 4 u..kayys..we r best frens 4eva!:)..ok..gotta go..cya later.. ps:Thnx fer the tags again..:)

A BIG THANK U!!!!!!!! fer the things tat happen the few days

2008-07-31T20:28:00.004+08:00

*Joey mei♥* THnx so much fer the post...U r a GREAT FREN..ONE OF THE BEST:)..Dun worry..i'll b fine..n i'll always b here fer u toos...always..i promise(:THNX FER EVERYTHIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!N dun cry..cry lerx..not pretty anymores:P..hahas..~♥*BeSt FRenS 4EVa*♥~!!!!!!! luv3♥ u!!:P *Jieyi♥* Didn't manage to thank u properly fer the tag..A BIG THNX TO U TOO!!! Thnx fer everythin..♥Lurves u!!:P *YJ de Mr Boyfriend* Thnx fer all the encouragements!!! I appreciate it!! Dun worry..i'll b ok:)..~THNX SO MUCH~!!!! *YJ nuEr♥* Thnx fer everythin nuEr..thnx fer bein there fer mie gd or bad:)..love u♥!! A BIG THNX TO U!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Alex de GaY ParTner* Thnx fer everythin..the encouragements n all..thnx..~THNX SO MUCH~!! *JiE♥* Thnx fer everythin jiE..thnx fer the hugs n cheer ups..♥LoVe u aLwaYs!!:) *GaN-MeI♥* THnx fer everythin..U R THE BEST!!!! THNX ALOT!!!!!!:) *THe Others♥* ~~~♥♥♥♥THNX SO MUCH GUYS>I lOVE U ALL!!!!♥♥♥~~~

Back home..

2008-07-28T17:36:00.004+08:00

First time left home so long..the feelin wen i stepped into the empty house..mixed emotions..walkin round the house as if its the first time i stepped into it..memories flood back as i walked into each rm....scenes of mi happy family..playin,laughin happily..stabbed into mi heart..i blinked those tears away..walked in my rm..close the door..sat in 1 corner..n started it..tears flowed out uncontrollably..i feel so alone..in tis big empty house..1 by 1..all mi love ones hav left..he's left..nw dad..i've been prayin so hard these days..so hard..i wan him back so much..he cant jus abandon as..he cant..he wun't..i jus noe it..he promised..i noe it..3hearts remember..he promised..i sat there..cryin..till i heard the house door opened..den close..i went out..saw little samy layin in his bed..fell asleep..mus b tired out..walked into the livin rm..n switched on the tv..mum came out frm her rm..saw mie..but said nth.there's nth much to sae to each other..we had a quiet dinner..he wun b cumin back..she den said quietly..he will..i answered....she lost it..he wun,she screamed..he will..i shouted back..tears streaked down..i noe he will..he promised..she stood starin..eyes glistenin with tears..i noe tat she believe he will return..but y wun she jus say it..she walked back into the rm n closed the door..i noe wad it meant..she believed..she still loved him..n he still loved her..n she knew..nw here i am tellin u tis,dad..we r all hopin,wisihin,prayin,believin n noe tat u'll b back..she's forgif u..she nids u..all of us nid u..cum back soon..we'll b waitin........as 4 todae..i jus would lyk 2 thk all mi frens 4 all the encouragement todae..dun worry..i'll b fine..:)..reallie..thnx 4 everythin!! love u all veri much:)

I wan u back..

2008-07-27T11:32:00.004+08:00

Came back frm church not long ago..eyes all red frm the constant sobbin..i cant help it..was sittin behind a father n daughter in church..she was bout 5yrs old only..was veri playful..she kept playin with her father..was not payin attention to the speaker..but her father was..she was sittin on his lap but fiddlin with everythin she found interestin..daddy's fingers,his collar..everythin..daddy didn't mind..cuddled her close to him..protectively..i jus couldn't help it..tears jus started to swell..i clutched the necklcae daddy gave mi 4 my 10th b'dae..it has 3hearts..he saes it meant 3 promises 2 mi..i've used up 2..on the veri dae he gave mi..i told him i wanted to use up 1..i want him to love mi 4ever..he smiled at mi n said 4ever he will..2nd promise was made months later..wen he jus quarrelled with mummy..i was afraid..n was cryin..he carried mi in his arms..n told mi it will b ok..he promised..4yrs has passed..here i am wishin..prayin with all mi heart..his 3rd promise...tat he'll cum back to mi..to hold mi in his arms..to tell mi it'll b ok..he promised.. I wan him back..i wan to b in his arms..i wan to hear him tell mie he love mie..i wan 2 hear him tel mie everythin is goin 2 b ok..he promised..he promised..he cant go back on his words..i nid him..i love him so much..he nids to cum back..pls cum back..i cant take it anymore..daddy..where r u..havin to deal with the pain of losin u alone..its unbearable..he's gone..nw u've left mie too...im prayin hard..pls cum back..i miss u so much..there's jus so much things in mi..but no one to tel to..i nid u..i wan u to cum back to mie..u promised..u promised..

Breakin down..

2008-07-26T21:33:00.003+08:00

A big fight..dad's gone..mum's cryin..the house seems so less..n empty..dad..pls cum back..mum nids u..little samy nids u..i nid u..i noe mum can b unreasonable..but..she luvs u..mum's been real fired up since you left..moody..i noe she didn't mean the words she said the other day..so pls cum back..i want u 2 come back..i nid u..i noe i've not been a perfect daughter..i noe u've loved mi more than little samy..tats y i love u more than mummy too.. Ever since u left..i went to kor house to stay..little samy's takin care of mum..he's doin a gd job..i was afraid if i stayed anymore at home..i might lose mi temper with mummy..i hate her 4 screamin at u..i hate her 4 makin u go away..i hate her 4 makin our family fall apart..pls cum back ..n i promise u i'll b gd n wun quarrel with mum..i've been cryin for 2 days..cus i missed u...i hav no more energy 2 deal with this..y wun u at least corr back 2 tel us u r fine..i nid u..i reallie nid u... I'm feelin so much pain..mi eyes has swelled of cryin..yet i cant find edmund kor to say..he has someone he lyks already...n i shouldn't rely on him anymore...all tis yrs i've gotten use to relyin on him..the first thin tat happens is him i'll confide him..but now i cant..not anymore..there's no one left to lean on..but myself..but..i'm breakin down soon..i cant take it anymores..teardrops jus keep rollin down mi cheeks..bcus of the weight i hav to carry alone..i'm not strong enuff..i jus cant take it anymore..not anymore..

Feelin Lousy..

2008-07-23T21:27:00.002+08:00

Came back at 7.45 todae...kana scolded..again by mum..already not first time lorrx..i duno wad the hell is wrong with her..everyday also scold..both mi n bro..tats y i hate goin home..everytime ask wads wrong with us..she den gt problem lehx!!!!!!!!!!!! Everythin also wan scold!!!!!!!!!!! Listen 2 her scold damn shuang mehx..cant stand her!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How i hate stayin at home..sayin everythin she do is 4 us..studies is so impt..where gt ppl everytime of the day study de..she go try lahx!! Only use mouth lorrx she!!!! Hate tokin 2 her..i tink i rather tok 2 the wall den tok 2 her!! In the end also will quarrel de..every conversation we make will end with quarrels n shoutin..i cant stand hearin her voice..everythin also she rite..the whole world is wrong..a home is not a home 2 mie..is jus an empty place..4 mie 2 sleep in..lyk tat i rather not hav a home..i rather stay in sch..at least gt frens,gt laughter n fun..gt ppl hu understand mie..at home lehx..shout ,fight,quarrel..tis ban tat ban..hp also anytime also can confiscate..4 no reason..its not even a home..i dun even belong there..dun tok bout tis lerx..no mood..todae in sku..lit lesson..tat cher..got sore throat lehx!!hahas..hu ask her alwys shout 4 nth..gd 4 her..:P..den art..slacked the whole lesson..hahas..nth 2 do..basically nth much happened in sch..;p hahas..oh..den todae stay back play bball with nicole,adeline n the boys..quite fun..veri long nvr play lerx..so fun..den bout 7 den leave sku..i den dunwan so early go home lehx!!..i 7 den leave sku..but gt ppl pei mi walk bustop n home(gd rites:P)..tats all 4 todae!! mum's scoldin already..hais..gtg..

2008-07-22T20:37:00.002+08:00

Hies..(gloom*)..hais..duno todae wads wrong..cum to sku mood not veri gd..on short fuse..i so duno wads wrong todae..its lyk..anybody also wan scold..lyk theres somethin boilin in mie..lyk i can jus feel the heat risin in mie..aggrah..so fraustratin..theres lyk so many things in me..but i duno wad is it..i duno hw 2 say..im jus feelin so lousy..but i cant do anythin bout it..jus burst out..4 example todae..gan mei n jie tis mornin..make mi hair..make until the whole thin so messy..normally..i wun get so angry..but i duno y todae i jus lashed out on them..i hav nvr felt so angry inside mi b4..anywys SORWIE JIE n GAN MEI..bad mood todaes..:P..i dun even noe wad im angry about..im jus..angry..den..oh ya todae play volleyball with wei ling mummy de class..veri fun at first only 2n7 playin den ting fang jie n mi join in..den edmund..den mr boyfriend den alot of upper sect(i duno wan:P) den came mr sc n mr ss join in lorrx..den the whole team lyk damn big..damn fun lahx..hahas..hope can play again..veri fun!!!!!!!!! den tat stupid mr ss kept callin mi name..im used to his callin lerx lorrx..but todae..i jus kinda got REALLIE irritated by tat idiot..tat i shot back at him..i cant believe i did tat..hais..i've nvr..let such a thin got on mi nerve b4..i mean i hav exploded b4 ..but not 4 such small thins..den todae once step into house kana scolded by mum of bill burst lorrx!!!!!!!!! so irritatin!!!!!!!!!!! tats all she can do..nag..hais dun care her lahx!!!!!!!!!..she dun even understand mie..even mi frens noe mi better den her..i wish he was here with mie..or rather i wish i can have back the feelin of bein loved again..i wan it back..i reallie wan it back so much..the feelin of someone hu noes u well..hu cares 4 u..hu loves u jus 4 u..i wan it back..

Rainy Monday..(:D)

2008-07-21T18:16:00.003+08:00

Ellos...todae...rainy day sia..hais..but todae day considered ok lahx..todae first period geog..cher nvr cum lehx!!!!!!!!!! Veri lucky cher nvr cum lehx..gif alot ppl time do finish undone hw..:P..i managed to do mi hist n maths hw finish in tat period..so heng..:P..den after tat period..maths..boriiiiin...i wasn't even payin attention..hahax..:P..i only noe it as pourin n it was damn cold..den recess lerx..den after it..chi period flew pass..den hist..cher was angry at our sittin arrangement..it was so messy..it reallie was..so she rearranged it fortunately fer her lesson only..fortunately again i wasn't wan of those hu nided to change place..=P..den the lesson went on..fer another 15mins den riiiiiiiiiing the bell went..i was jus about 2 put mie head on the table n drift 2 mi beauty sleep..wen someone frm the window corr mie..hais..mi beauty sleep..sob*...i turn around to c daniel n his frens..surprise 2 c him..so long he nvr corr on mi lerx..sms only lahx..den he tell mi his class de gort someone lyk mie..den he ask mie 2 accept the person..den i say i nvr even c the person b4 accept wad..hais..so he sae tmr let mie c..angeline n yj nu-er also tel mi gort ppl lyk mie..hais..another 3..i mean it is reallie nice to hear someone lyks u..but as it piles up n becomes a long queue of ppl..it starts 2 be alittle of a drag..n bore..hais..but its ok..guess im used 2 it..hahas..no lahx..gan-mei is den the pretty wan lorrx..horrx..hahas..vickki also..:p heard vickki todae happy again lahx(tokin 2 her on fone nwxD)..her mr SC walk her 2 LRT again..he earn another point..:P..im soooo envious!!!!!!!!! lyk real..hahas..abit sot already...todae walk in the rain..cus nobody brin umbrella..hahas..walk with nicole,gan-mei.alex,gay partner,ee lin n jie..veri funny..ee lin,nicole,mi n helina all got file cover our head..while the rest walk in the rain..den nicole say she got umbrella..but it wa spoilt by alex the powerful butt..hahas..xD..apperently..it was alex whom sat on it causin the handle to break into 2..so eelin n xinyi shared the umbrella..holdin the umbrella by the broken handle..hahas..they hold so high..it was quite a comical sight...we played along the way..xD..den gan-mei n jie came mi house..they help send some pics to mi comp n help mi duty up mi blog..though dosn't lyk much diff:p..hahas..jus jk..still A BIG THANK YOU 2 THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!..CLAP*CLAP*..den after tat send them to the bustop take bus home..hahas..we played there lyk some kindergarden kids lorrx..hahas..so fun!anyway..tats it fer todae..tmr gt trainin n haven do hw!!!!!!!! nid to do lerx!!!!!!!!

short day>borrin..

2008-07-12T18:44:00.003+08:00

yesterday come back late den ganna scoldin frm mi mum..:(...she now adays veri grumpy lorrx....:(..nw everyday also nag n scold 4 nth..every little thin also wann scold..ppl cum home late lerx so tired..she still wan nag..duno wad's her problem lorrx..dun lyk stay at home!!!! i wish can stay in sku..if only sku can stay de..hais..i rellie dun nid her scoldin mie rite now..im jus so fraustrated..n im gonna burst soon...i reallie dun nid tis now.. i tot i was strong..its been so long..i tot i could forget him..but i somehow i jus cant..everyday..its jus the same..or shod i say its worst..it jus wasn't tat easy to put aside mi feelins 4 him..it's jus reallie hard to deal with tis..but im doin it...jus to get tru each day..hais..i guess i still lyk him bahx..oh u noe yesterdy..mr SS wait 4 mi lehx..wanted to song wo hui jia..he veri scary!!!!!i den dun wan he song wo hui jia..lucky gt taufiq help mi..=)..yay! saved!!..he kept smsin mi tellin mi mr SS is downstairs n all..so tat i wun come downstairs or at least cum down unprepared but he fortunately..i went home late so he left first!!yay!!!anyway..lets not tok bout tis.u noe todae the maths test postpone again..hahas..cant believe it,,last week postpone until nw..hahas..we damn pro lehx..change to tmr..mus study hard 4 it..im a gd girl;>hahas..den todae art..tok to vickki almost the whole lesson..xD..bout her n mr SC..tat mr SC also very wan kind lorrx..hais..duno wad is he doin lorrx..cant initiate lehx he..aiya..dunwan tok bout him lerx..anyway mi n sis decided to b gd mummies n decide 2 fang guo yj nu er n mr boyfren..they gd lahx..lucky 4 them..:>.. but nx time round..not tat easy lerx..xD..hahas..oh..n sis sorwie canot wait 4 u again todae..cus mi mum dun allow mi stay..=<>..pray tat i'll b able 2 persuade them n hope our class can take part as a whole..2E5ROCKSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=)very fun-volleyball!!!!

2008-07-11T17:23:00.000+08:00

halos!:p i luv fri!!!!!!! lessons veri short!!!!!!! end sku at 12.35!!!!!!! todae pe lesson damn fun lahx!!!! volleyball... hahas.. paired with mi vickki..xD i tink we make a gd pair!!!!!!!!!! play with her always damn fun de lorrx..xP den after sku... stay back with xiao xin yi,eelin n helina jie.. we were bored... so we go borrow pe rm key frm miss neo.. to take 1 ball play.. VOLLEYBALL!!!! YAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mi,helina jie n xiao xin yi play at the empty space near the cca tower.. den e2 ppl saw us.. hahas... they c us play..den kep ask mi "weird" ques.. bout "him"..he also dere..:p hahas..nvr ans them..:p dunwan ans lahx.. afterall we also over lerx mahx..:) so 4get it..:) hahas.. den weiling ask mi i lyk her rite.. hahas..xD.. told her i love her!!!!!! reallie horrx!!!!!!!! love u weiling!!!!!!!!!xD we play half way.. den mr rain came drizzlin..:( hai yo!!!! den we go upstairs hall play.. very fun n funi!!!!!!! we kep tryin to kep the ball in the air.. but canot..its veri funny!!!!!!! we got to kep runnin everywhere 2 get the ball..hahahas!!!! anyway..we stop soon.. cus veri tired.. den helina jie wan go home lerx.. so off we went.. sorwie canot pei u,yj nu er..:( nx tym kays!!!!!!!!=) n vickki too!!!!!! sorwie canot wait 4 u!!!!!!!!!!!! sorwie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so went compass with xiao xin yi to take bus.. but ended up eatin ice cream n walkin in compass point!!!=P den we met xiao xiao xin yi!!!!!!!!!!! its her b'dae todae!!!!!!!!!!!!! i didn't noe!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorwie!!!!!!!!!! n HAPPY B'DAE xiao xiao xin yi!!!!!!!!!!! she even gave us 2 sweets 4 her b'dae.. she's sooooo sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!=) hahas... anyway.. mr bf still owe mi nu er 2 hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u todae nvr gif!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel lyk loan shark lehx.. hahas..chasin him 4 hugs 4 mi nu er!!!!!!!!! but wad do loan sharks do wen the person nvr pay wad they owe???? they increase the amount rites!!!!!!! tats wad i'll do..but i'll increase the time of hw long u hug mi nu er!!! todae 3sec lerx.. nx mon.. if still dun hug... 5sec ler lehx... orh hor...mus hug horrx,mr bf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll chase u on mon again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway yar..jus came back frm tuition.. actualli.. nt reallie jus larx.. i actuali jus spend 45mins on the phone with vickki.. she happy larx.. her mr sc gt improvement..=) veri happy 4 her..:) jiayous vickki!!!!!!!xD dun make the same mistake as i did.. dun feel the pain den realise ur mistake.. by tat tym its already too late... wen its too late.. u've got to deal with the pain of losin him.. but hav to hav tat smile hung on ur face.. while hurtin each day... u jus try 4gettin him.. but u jus cant... but tats not the worst.. the worst is seein each other everyday.. but not bein able to be 2gether.. treasure him..

Tired..hais..

2008-07-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

Todae trainin so damn tired lehx!!!!!!!!!!! but todae sec 4 senior all cum lehx.. c them play abit funni..:p cus..they rusty lerx..den keep missin shots.. hahas..but all the same..they r the best seniors!!!!! N tat ee lin horrx.. todae nvr go trainin.. she go 4 her prefect meetin..on the student exchange thing..i tink she gd lorrx.. leave mi behind.. hahas..no lahx.. she lucky nvr go.. coach make us run 10 rounds lehx!!!!!!!! even though short circuit.. still veri tirin lehx!!!!! but we help ourself to discount.. hehes:p so we run 8 rounds only..:p shhhhhhhh...xD finally tat exhaustin trainin over lerx... i feel so honoured!!!!!xD cus gt 4 pretty ladies waitin 4 mie.. hahas...yj nu er,eelin n gan jie n vickki.. but vickki was rush 4 tym.. so mi n gan jie wlk her out first.. sway sway..rain lehx!!!!!! so we sent her 2 a certain distance den made a dash 4 it.. we dance in the run lehx!!!!=P hahas..lolz.. yj nu er,her mr boyfriend n ee lin were sitin in the canteen.. we ate while waitin 4 rain rain 2 go away.. then we tok bout mr santa claus..=D he damn bad lehx.. nvr send vickki back.. he failed the test.. no hope lahx he... hais... den mr boyfren make a bet with us say tis rain wun stop so fast de.. it will continue 4 a period of time.. den i sae.. if he win.. he nid gif mi yj nu er 1 hug.. if he lose den 2 hugs..xD hahas..unfortunately 4 him.. the rain soon stop.. orh hor:>..mr boyfren..u owe mi nu er 2 hugs!!!!!!!xD mus gif her!!!! mummy's shoutin!!!! n bsides im..damn tired lerx.. if dun sleep soon..sure gt panda eyes tmr!!!=P nvm..i'll get mr boyfren tmr!!!:> gif u the news tmr!!!:P

2008-07-09T20:28:00.000+08:00

Todae de day lyk end veri fast..Both periods i didn't lyk,maths n sci...both the chers didn't come!!..OMG its unbelievable!!!To think i was gettin panicky wen it was nearin sci period..cux didn't learn the test..so lucky.. But the day very borinnn n quiet..cy kor not here..lyk so quiet lorrx.. hais...ok..enuff of tis...anyway..after sku..eelin,gan jie,mi,alex n edmund went hougang mall..eelin wanted to buy somethin 4 her aunt..so we pei her..such gd frens we r..xD..hahaz..actuli gan jie n i had nothin to do anywa..n both the boys jus wanted to tag along 4 fun....we jus had lunch,bought to gift n splited..gan jie,alex n mie..went home the same way..as we were on the way out..we saw.."him" outside of hougang mall..with his fren..i guess it was a natural response wen i felt a certain amount of pain..but..well..it soon faded..as i reminded miself..its been over so long..we stayed around 4 awhile as alex did his part with "flirtin" with them..afterall he said tat he's interested in guys..xD..Den we left 4 home..spent the day with mi comp n on the phone with vickki..hahaz..lets jus say its a daily routine with vickki on the fone..we chatted almost the whole afternoon n only got off the phone after i got an earful frm mi maid..:D..hahax.. anyway yar..tats it 4 the day..quite a borinn day..k lahx..tmr still got trainin..catch up later..

*basketball gurl*:)